What's my own ability ?

A few days ago, one friend, who went to same cramming school with me, got married with his girlfriend. Another friend, who was in same status as stated above, was awarded a prize of some international conference as great presentation.

How about me?

I have never had any girlfriend.

I have not gotten any valueable prize.

How miserable I am.

Anyway, my first thing to do is analysis of difference between me and them.

Why could they succeed in their life?

On the contrary, why couldn't I do that?

For the time being, I will try to think about them.