why

I'm so disgusted when I talk to someone who is self esteem.

Why can't they think and listen to opinions of others?

What human beings are is apt to find someone more foolish than them, I guess.

It's so sad...

As long as we have that kind of thought, war is not over.

And also they kill same kinds.

umm

It is often difficult for someone to decide which way should I go to.

And it becomes more difficult in the case of big problem.

Umm how should I do this?

Which way should I go to?

In these days I have thought that from time to time.

But I couldn't have got to any answer.

Therefore I couldn't have moved on to next action.

Such days last 

When does it end 

Anyway I tried to ask for my friend and my family.

My action depends on those.

stand by me

In these days, some tune has always been in my head.

It's stand by me covered by Florence which is the theme song of FF15.

Her voice is so clear and move my heart.

And also, back music instruments are so gorgeous.

I wanna listen to the full version, however I couldn't still have found out it on YouTube.

I hope the day when I can do it will come as soon as possible.

ダメ人間探し

誰もが自分よりダメな人間を探している。

そうして、自分の存在価値を確かめる。

見つからなければネット上で自論を自慢げに語り出し不特定多数の知らぬ誰かさんより優位に立つ仮想現実の中に生きる。

人間とはそういうものだ。

まさに今がこれだ。

感情に始まり感情に終わる

愛があれば憎しみが生まれる。

憎しみに囚われれば他人を忘れる。

そうして命が消える。

どこの誰だって辛い人生を送ってる。

自分で実証済みのくせに自分だけ辛いと思ってしまう。そして八つ当たりする。

みんな、良い面しか見せないに決まってる。

なのにそれを鵜呑みにする。

憎しみは深まるばかり。

人間は失敗作としか言いようがないクズばかりだ。

what a awful town here is

Currently I don't like this town.

So I wanna get out of here asap

So where I go ?

Of course I wanna go back my hometown.

Because it's place where I can enjoy my life surely.

The reason is due to my family, friends and so forth.

Anyway this town has only beautiful environment, history, scene which I can admit as good things at most.

circulation

Now I'm in some karaoke shop.

It's good way for getting rid of my stress to sing loudly.

But, as do so, it comes to be difficult for me to sing loudly cause my throat become to be bad condition.

So new stress comes lol

クズの群れ

駅のホームには同期が群がる。

もちろん、俺はそんな群れにはいない。

一人、その群れから干渉しない程度に離れ、読書に勤しむ。それがベストとは思っていない。

いろんな上司や本のいう通り、人脈形成も立派な自己投資らしい。

なら、俺は本と旅でそれをカバーしたいのだか、、、まぁ話がそれる。

さて、そのクズの群れは周りの一般人がいる中で学生のようにギャーギャー騒ぐ。

更に悪いことに、車内で中2並みの猥談をなかなかの声量で繰り広げやがる。

正直イライラする。

というか論外。

退職金がもらえる三年後までは頑張り、せめてモラルはわきまえたところに転職したいと強く決意した。